AnThOnY's jorunal

do-over!!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 17:04:57 GMT

ok this will be my journal again...i got tired of fuckudotcom n that other one but i just came back in this one trying to find some pics n realized i posted a lot more of my life in this one then i thought so it makes sence for me...

ok now to actually update my journal:
i have a new GF Jessica i work with her, she's a cashier we met a lil bit before christmas...i really never thought she would be interested in me but i guess i was wrong, we started going out on the 14 i hate valentines day but she actually made me like it this year i didnt 100% want to start our relationship on V-day but i guess its not to bad...

i was supposed to get a car with my tax return but they took 3000 dollars from it so im really pissed about that but dont worry im going to fight it...it just seems like im never going to be able to get my car..

work still sucks ive almost been there a year one more month to go...like its a big deal or anything but i will be getting a raise if its not 55 cents ill be pissed because that will only bring me up to 8 and there r people just starting who r making 9

end of update:

ok thats it for now

My Salsa

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 06:04:44 GMT

i wanna be cool damnit!! lol..yea i wanna be cool i want to be one of those cool people u just see n be like "dude now that guys cool" then people would write in their journals "i hung out with this guy today he was so cool!" lol ok enough of that..

hello journal i havent write in u in a while my old friend

my computer is going to be going back for a lil while to get repaired cuz its a POS so i hope everyone doesnt miss me to much dont go into any deep depressions while im gone ill be back..haha right im sure no one will notice

i hate not haveing a job...i hate my parents bitching at me i hate the cops/pigs/5 o/whatever u wanna call them i hate them..i hate not haveing money...i hate not seeing my friends...i hate not haveing a cell phone..i hate not talking to my friends...i hate liveing in cape coral..i hate liveing in florida...i hate my life...i hate myself...i hate my mailbox....i hate the mail man...i hate the guy across the street...i hate the person 3 blocks down....i hate the goverment.....i hate being lazy......i hate being hungry.....i hate feeling useless...i hate feeling depressed....i hate feeling like noone cares......i hate takeing the bus....i hate my body hate hate hate.......hate.......

i love you journal *hugz*

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 07:20:38 GMT

well just when i thought my life couldnt suck anymore then it already does it seems as if i will be working at Mc Donalds god damnit...yeah my parents r pretty muchly makeing me im so sick of everything...someone come to my house bring either a gun a knife or a blunt objects n just put me out of my missery please?!!?!?!?!?!?

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 09:39:50 GMT

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blah...

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 16:02:46 GMT

ahh damn i cant find my CD player anywhere n i have to leave soon :[ that makes me sad cuz now people on the bus r gunna try n talk to me :[ lol

i havent updated in a while but i have a truck now! lol for those of u who didnt know..its not the best thing ever but its something...now all i need is my drivers license haha..but the only way to get that is to practice driveing my truck n i cant do that till i get all of its tags n a license plate n i cant do that till i have insurance n i cant get insurance untill i get a job....so yeah lol i still have a lot of work inhead of me..

friday Beath n i r going to the Lee County Fair! woo that should be pretty fun..we're going to try n stay there as late as we can then try n get her mom to let me sleep over

im sad :[ i dont really have a charger for my phone the only one i have has to be charged in my parents car so i havent been able to call anyone lately n it makes me very sad n also it makes me feel like an asshole

*sneezes*

i think u should read this entry

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 15:26:02 GMT

ok im changeing this journal i have had it to long n just fucked it all up with my bitching n all my other crap..my new sn is lostinyour4ever yeah i dont know how to do the lil link thing so just search for it...yea so if u want add me n ill add ya back

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 13:44:31 GMT

well this is just going to be a really quick update sinse i really dont have much time till i have to leave to go to Beth's house

tampa was pretty awesome wish i didnt have to come back haha yea went all lots of rollercoasters or however u spell that lol im such a dumb ass anyways yeah ill write more about that later

yesterday was Beth's b-day im glad i got to spend so much time with her this weekend im suprised she hasnt gotten completely sick of me like most of my friends

well i just wanted to update to let whoever reads this know im back n that im not dead...to bad i know lol

vacation..

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 06:27:10 GMT

well its been a while sinse i last updated..a lots happend i guess not sure really where to start...happy new year everyone..i guess thats a good way to do it..lets hope that this will really be a year to remember

how i spent my new years eve...i worked all day n when i finally got off work at like 11 or 12 we went to club neptunes to see twisted method n we got there just intime to see them...i wanted to go in the mosh pit so bad but it looked so lame there wasnt that many people in it n the people that were in it were dumb asses..after that Beau Kevin Logan Erin (Beaus GF) n one of Logans friends went over to our friend Morgan n ALicias house ive been over there a few time n every time i get drunk as fuck lol...but i only drank 3 beers this time cuz i was like extremely depressed for reasons i will never tell

yeah i also got my cell shut off cuz i didnt get a chance to pay it so to all my friends im extremely sorry..

Kim, im really sorry that i never got a chance to give u ur gift i promise i will soon, i hope ur haveing/had fun on ur trip

Courtney, i got u a christmas present its not much at all but next time i see u ill give it to u...but then again i havent seen u in like years so i dunno when that will be :[

yeah saturday im leaveing to go to tampa until monday so i hope atleast some people notice im gone lol

tomorrow/today/friday im going shaopping for new clothes n all kinds of shit then going to the movies so it should be pretty awesome i get 4 days off of work!! :D even though this week they had me work 45 hours in 4 days thats a lil more then 11 hours a day so yea im like extemely tired n im sure no one read thise far so yea later...

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 05:19:11 GMT

today was kindda crazy sisne its sunday the 70 bus doesnt run so i had to walk an hour in freezing cold weather to get to the 140 bus stop to get downtown..then once i got downtown i called a taxi n went over to Beths house..

we went to the shell factory i have never been there till today it was pretty awesome they had a lil zoo type thing n this lion kept trying to start shit with me lol...but yea i didnt get any sleep at all before i went to her house so i fell asleep about a thousand times i feel really bad about it to cuz as my really good friends know that when i fall asleep n u try n wake me up im the biggest fucking asshole ever no matter who it is n i never remember any of it...so yea that sux

uh oh newer pic of my ugly ass

its me thinking about where i went wrong in life lol

yea i just wanted to update so all of u could read up on me haha

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 09:40:19 GMT

im really not sure what to update about right now cuz im pretty fucked up lol..yeah after i got off work my friend Josh n i went over to our frien danilles house n played cards it was pretty fun lost 15 bucks n drank 5 beers n like 6 shots...all in all wasnt to bad of a night better then normal..

im so tired right now its crazy i wanna go to bed so bad but i really want to see my baby n she left me a message on my cell crying it made me feel really really bad i dont get to see her till 9 tomorrow cuz her mom doesnt want to wake up early...well i guess if i get everything ready i could get some sleep..

quick post

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 06:08:10 GMT

well i just wanna make a quick post

lets see...i lost my cell phone a few days ago on the bus then i found out that someone found it n took it back to metro PCS so im gunna head over there in the morn to go get it..

work is a bitch...i hate getting up early but oh well...the moneys good i made 90 just working tonight from 5 to 11:30 thats pretty awesome..i spent my morning hanging out with Beth n Jot crazy shit..

i miss all my friends i havent seen in a while..Kim, Courtney, Erin, Jay, Jenny..n lots more of u guys...

i ran inot Donna at the mall the other day i havent seen her in like 3 months since she started hateing me cuz i went back out with Beth n not her...

ok well thats thats hope everyone is living a happy life n enjoying the cold weather

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 08:20:31 GMT

first i just wanna say sorry about the last entry i would delete it but the comments made me happy so im not gunna..

lets see....the 17th was mine n Beths 7 month anni...it was interesting.....sometimes i feel like i cant make her happy anymore...

tonight Beau Kevin n I went to Emerald City (strip club) for one of our friends b-day party thing...i dunno i didnt wanna go it was so fucking boring..i dunno i just dont find naked chicks spinnin on a pole intereting haha yea i was trying not to look but its kindda hard when the place is covered in mirrors lol..

jod i hate work i worked all day today n now i have to wake up in a few hours n work from 12 to 4...ughhh....

yea...Beau his gf n I r going to be moving into our own place around march that will be awesome to finally get out of this fucking house....well good night

blahhhh....

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 05:56:24 GMT

well i think i finally got my broke ass a job!! woo!!!!..at the OG "olive garden" i gotta call them tomorrow but im also going to see Beth..so i guess ill have to call then while im at her house...

ive lost so many of my friends it makes me sad :[ i never really go to bell tower very often anymore, im not going this friday cuz Beth has something at riverdale n she has no way home n yea i really wanna see her so ill just probably go to her house..i wish i had my own place n i wish she could move in with me haha

hmmm....i never have anything to update anymore cuz usually all it is, is me hanging out with Beth or doing something with her but oh well..

another busy day...

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 07:59:06 GMT

well im uplate again..i really dont know y i can actually sleep in kindda..

around 1 im takeing the bus over to Beth's house then we're going to the mall for a lil while, I'm getting my second hole in my left ear peirced n my right ear peirced so thats pretty awesome, then we're going back to her house till around 10 so should be a pretty good day..even though i wish i was going to bell tower i miss hanging out with my friends...oh well

saturday: going over to Beths around 8AM then shes comeing over here then till 9PM n we're over to Bell Tower for a lil while..yup thats the plan for now lol

uhh im really not feeling well..blurty isnt working n its starting to piss me off....

i dunno..

Wed, 17 Sep 2003 05:55:33 GMT

well i really dunno what to update about but i guess ill update anyways just for the hell of it...

yeah so todays mine n beths 5 month anniversary im really not sure what im gunna get ehr yet arent i great bf?..yeah i know i suck just be glad u arent going out with me..

Beth wants to go to AMC friday so i dunno i might be going there i dont know for sure yet but if i do everyone should go there instead of bell tower cuz u know u wanna see me :] haha actually y would anyone want to see me?

hmm almost 2 i dont think ill be going to sleep tonight even though i am so so sleepy..

damn im really sick of my parents fighting grr its so fucking stupid i just gotta get the hell outa here..i wish i had somewhere to go right now...

FuCk!!!!

Wed, 10 Sep 2003 06:56:43 GMT

FuCk!!!!!!!

dont ask im just in the mood to yell fuck as loud as i can till im completely out of breath then smash my fist into a mirror..

well its almost 3 in the morn n yeah im still up im waiting up so i can call Beth at 5:15 n be her alarm clock haha yeah im lame n then i gotta leave my hour around 12 n hope that i take the right bus to her house n make it there by 2, then im going to go with her n her mom to see her new house omg what fun this shall be such a great day..haha...right...funny..maybe it wont be so bad.

right now im just looking through mp3.com for new differerent music to listen to cuz sometimes i get tired of hearing the same crap over n over again gets kindda boring ya know..

havent really made much time for my friends lately n i feel really bad about it im just usually not home..but i guess thats still not a good reason oh well ill try not be such a crappy friend

well im off to do who knows what hope everyone has a good day

hmm....

Wed, 25 Jun 2003 08:51:53 GMT

its been a while sinse i last updated but some people wanted me to so here i am..

i got a webcam tonight..its pretty awesome..i doubt ill let anyone watch it though because i really dont like what i look like so yeah i would just feel weird..but right now i can sue it as a camera...hmmm...i dunno

today i went to the mall..on the way there i had to walk in the rain n the water was almost up to my knees the streets were pretty fludded..but yeah after i finally got there i was all wet n really effin cold so once i found Lexy i hung out with her n ran into a few people i know..

Thursday i have an interveiw at the Olive Garden im sure ill get the job cuz most of my family works there n if i do get the job ill be a host n ill make 7.50 an hour which is very awesome..

wednesday i did something really fucking stupid n i really really thought i was going to die...but as u can tell i didnt..it was really fuckin scary though..i dont think ill ever do that again ;x

once again happy anniversary to me....

Tue, 17 Jun 2003 08:22:34 GMT

yup its the time again..its mine n Beths 2 month anniversary..n at this point in time im pretty pissed off at her so who the fuck cares..im so sick of love....fuck u love ,,|, >_< ,|,, grrr...i was in a pretty good mood a minute ago but whenever i start thinking i get pissed off....

ok fuck all that im not even careing anymore onto other stuff..

im not sure if im going to be able to go to Courtneys b-day party or not.. :[ i really really hope that ill be able to but im not sure if im going to be able to get a ride there or not...this sux...i might get to hang out with her sometime this week though hopefully

Kim n I still gotta go n find something for Courtneys b-day...but what to get her...hmmmm.....hopefully ill be able to get more money then i thought i would have..

i was invited to go to this party in a beach house friday night so i think im gunna go...n yea i dunno what will happen there :P

sorry i really havent been updateeing much...ill try n start to update more its just hard to actually bring myself to update..

i was wrestling with my friend josh today in my liveing room (college style wrestling) n i somehow hurt my forearm..n got a few cuts n rug burn to oh boy! lol...hmm i gotta get some sleep soon..

Jenny we havent been talking much lately not cool ;x we gotta start talking more again! lol

ok i think thats it i missed all u :] hope that u all missed me as well

how much ya wanna bet i dont even hear from Beth today?!.....

Wed, 11 Jun 2003 08:12:41 GMT

Hello :]

hmm...im really really bored ;x im trying to stay up all night n the bordom is getting to me..n my blanket keeps calling me...

tomorrow im takeing the bus over to my friend Lexys house im gunna have to wake her up when i get there mwahaha lol then we r gunna chill there for a lil while then head over to the mall should be lots O'fun..

day 3 of no Beth :'[ its no fair i want my Beffony!!!..she called me n said that shes been bored pretty muchly tomorrow shes going golfing or something..it hasnt really seemed like she cared to much botu talking to me but i really think it might have just been because she has to use a phone card n doesnt want to use all of it already..plus if she didnt want to talk to me she wouldnt call...maybe..

my arm is starting to heal from soemthin..hopefully it heals soon! lol..

yeah but tomorrow im going to the mall to find something for Jenny for her b-day woo!! :D

..........

Mon, 09 Jun 2003 02:28:19 GMT

i hate being depressed...i really really try hard not to be..i knew this was comeing...Beth is leaveing tomorrow morning n tonight was the last night i got to see her before she left..it was really great....just...not enough...i wish she wasnt leaveing...i dont want to sound clingy or anything but i dunno...theres just.....i dunno....im at a loss for words...i just have to change the subject...

we went to see 2 fast 2 furious tonight..i thought it was a really good movie kindda of missed some of the beggining of the movies but oh well i got there late sorry Beth, Annette, n Lexy

i was planning on going to the airport to see Beth one last time but her mom isnt going to let her meet me there...grrr...i think thats really stupid n she even made her come home tonight so0o0o effin early its stupid...but i dont care i got to see her for a lil while..n i hurt her twice ;x i didnt mean to though im so so sorry Kitten..

i know i said i wanted to change the subject but this is really the only thing going through my mind..the night is just replaying over n over in my mind...i really hate it when she says that it might be the last time i ever see her...she has no idea how much that scares me..... :'[ but i know everything is going to be fine..shes going to go up there n have fun hanging out with her family...

Jenny invited me to her b-day party so thats really awesome im sure that it'll be lots of fun even though i have to dress differently then from how i usually dress but oh well i really dont mind..

To Beth: hey Babe..im really really going to miss u while ur gone u have no idea...i know its only a month n that u will be comeing back but its still gunna be hard i know i sound stupid im being a lil dork but i just want u to know that even though we have been getting into fights pretty offten i know all of that is going to change it really already has..well i just want u to know that i love u n i always will always and forever...i know that you'll have fun n i really hope that you'll be happy..

Here comes the cold now...

Tue, 03 Jun 2003 23:04:15 GMT

hmm...yeah im still alive..*coughDamnitCough* sorry to disapoint some of you..

ehh been kindda busy lately..somewhat busy..i went to the mall monday even though i really didnt think i was going to end up going but i did...i was suppose to meet Beth n Lexy there tehn after being hit on by some girls they showed up but they had to leave like an hour later so that made me kind of upset...so like an hour later they took the bus home i hung around a lil longer then took the bus to bell towers waited a lil while n got s ride home with my parents when they got off work..

the band No One's Kind i heard of them from one of my friends cuz i guess they r her hometown band n they kick ass but they only had one song i could dl off of their website nooneskind.com so i put it on kazaa lol yeah good times...

Beth is going to be leaveing in 6 days.. :[ shes not gunna miss me though she will remember me for like ten minutes into the flight then she will be like "hey check out that hot guy good thing i dont have a bf" lol i am so fucking negative all the time that its funny...n whenever im talking to someone (in person) n no one is talking for a lil bit ill start to laugh cuz its funny lol useless info

my relationship almost ended the other day i was scured..but we were able to work threw it... :]

heres a list of people that i shall beat up or threaten if i see them
Scott
Chris
Alex
n now Beth's phone lol

grrr it really pisses me off that i dont even know Beth's cousin but hes already been an asshole to me n i HATE him i swear i really really hope that he doesnt come back down here with Beth when she comes back..he told her that i need to grow some balls n be a man n then he told her to tell me that if he comes down here that i wont be spending anytime with her well to him i say fuck u asshole ,,|, ,|,,

ok i think thats enough ranting for one entry ill update soon ive missed u guys! <3

ehhh...

Wed, 28 May 2003 08:19:26 GMT

hmmm....lately things have been kindda hecktic..i got into a fight with Beth today...it was just because i let myself get jealous over something tht wasnt even that big of a deal..

ok so friday i did go to the movies but i ended up hanging out with Kim, Erin n Katie most of the time but it was really awesome cuz i usually dont get to hang out with them :)..

saturday Beth didnt go to busch gardens like she was suppose to so her Lexy n I went to the movies it was pretty awesome we watch bruce all-mighty it was a really funny movie.. Beth n Lexy almost got in trouble when my brother was late for picking us up..i love rideing home with Beth cuz i get to just sit n hold her in my arms but i hate it when we get to her house grrr...

sunday Beth was suppose to come over to my house but her mom didnt let her n we were suppose to go to the palace that night to but her mom didnt let her go there either.. so she called me around 12 n asked me to go to the beach with her Lexy and annette.. so i finally got a ride n my mom to say i could go damn she looks good in a swin suit haha but when we went in the water the waves kept stopping me from getting close to her grr... lol but yeah thats was like one of the best times!

monday i got to hang out with Beth again! :D lol i cut my hair that morning though so i wasnt sure how she would like it but she says she likes it better than my old hair style..so i went with Beth Annette n Lexy again we seen Malibu's most wanted again cuz the first time wasnt a very good memory but this time we made it a lot better ;] lol.

thursday im going to be going to Beth's graduation :] i cant wait im going to have to get a camera n a rose for her...its gunna be the first time i meet her mom n im not looking forward to it n im not sure if she knows that Beth n I r going out or not so that should be interesting..

my friend Hol is so0o0o sweet!! :] she made me this icon n sent me some pictures but my computer messed up so i have to get ehr to send me them again..

i got Beth to say that she would go with me to the movies friday so i can show her off to my friends mwahaha should be very interesting..

Jenny has a bf!!!! lol im really really happy for u :] n if he hurts u ill hurt him :D lol

hm....i miss Courtney :[ i havent talked to her in a few days....i hope that shes alright i know that shes been kind of down lately...i guess she was over at Katies cuz she IMed me saying that she said hi that made me happy :] till reality set in n i was depressed again lol

k this is a lil to long so im going to go to sleep n end this now good night..

Wed, 21 May 2003 09:21:22 GMT

its been a while sinse i updated this one of my 3 journals so sure ill update it now..

hmm things have been odd lately.. i dunno i have gotten a lot of awesome freinds who actually like to hang out with me and actually makes me part of their convo.. i fit in with them not an outcast that stays in the back... it actually feels really good its something i have always wanted.. but whenever i go out n hang with them Beth always gets worried cuz i usually will come back with bite marks on me cuz of Donna but she really doesnt have anything to worry about cuz shes always just way to hyper haha..

so friday im gunna be going to the movies n hangout with most of them.. well sunday Beth is going to be comeing over to the house :] haha that should be lots of fun as long as my brothers n sisters dont bother her to much.. then we are going to be going from there to this place called the palace for like the first 3 hours its roller skateing so we are just going to hang out then its danceing so she wants me to dance with her i have never danced in my life ;x haha but i dunno i still will.. then for like 2 hours everyone lays down n watchs a movie.. should be really good times so after its all over it should be around 6 in the morning n my brother said he would come n pick me up thats so awesome!.. i really dont know what im doing saturday yet and thats probably a good thing cuz ill probably ask Courtney to hang out if she can cuz i never really got to hang out with her last weekend..

yeah Courtney has been really down lately n it makes me really upset.. i dont like seeing her upset...

well i havent tried cutting myself lately.. i think thats a good thing probably the only reason is cuz i have promises with 4 of my friends that i wouldnt as long as they wouldnt..

whoa i forgot that Jenny wants me to go to church with her Wednesday but the only thing is i would have to dress "preppy" that means i wouldnt be able to spike my hair *wimper* lol no i dont care its fine its gunna be boring as hell though

i really miss Beth!!!.. im probably going to go n take the bus just to go see her on thursday n hang out at her house for a lil while..i like her so much i really think that i might be in love with her.. she gave me this stuffed animal and now i cant go to sleep without it i really cant i tried and i just layed there for like 2 hours till i got up n got it lol dude im such an effin dork

well i think ill try n call Donna tomorrow to see if shes ungrounded yet..

ok well i have waste enough of your time and mine so im gunna end this now...yup

Thu, 15 May 2003 08:54:20 GMT

hmm its been a lil while since i have posted in here.. lately my life has been like hell... it really had i sound like a crazy person in my blurty so i just thought i would post in here...

well really all of my hell started on friday.. i went to the movies with Beau and we were just kinda of hanging out we were talking to Erin Kin Katie n Katie for a lil bit off and on through the night and i met some people and 4 girls asked me for my number and of course im not going to say no and be an asshole so i gave them it...

so Beth ends up getting kind of mad about it.. the next day she was going to this like teen club called the palace and i knew the friend she was going with so i called her friend and asked her to keep n eye on Beth and to tell me if she does anything with anyone else so she said alright.. and i told her i was worried she was going to do something with someone else n she just tells me not to worry about it and that she would never do anything.. but later that night i get a call from Annete (Beths friend) and she tells me that she was messing around with her ex bf so i hang up with her and call Beth and she gets pissed that Annete told me so i basicly hung up with her...

and everything has just been hell so her and I took the time to actually talk tonight.. we talked for a few hours and i guess we are still going out.. im really glad that we are though because i really do love her with all my heart and i would do ANYTHING for her...

but yeah it was hell for more reasons than i mentioned..

well heres my weekend... friday: im probably going to the mall with Beth n her friend Lexy.. and then that night im going to the movies with Courtney i think.. but yeah im alos suppose to meet Jenny (one of the girls i gave my number to friday) there so we can hang out to and i know Jenny likes me cuz we have been talkin on the phone a lot but i dont like her that way.. but it should be fun

Saturday: well saturday is Beau's b-day so im gunna be going with him to the beach and hanging out there for a lil while then im going to be meeting up with Beth at the movies that night

Sunday: im going to be going to the mall to look for a job lol

well im actually in a lot better mood thanx to Courtney she called and we talked for a lil while i dont know if u know about this journal or not but im glad that ur happy!!! :D haha yeah she made me happy cuz she was actually singing some songs for me :] i always try to get people to sing for me but they never will grr... but shes a really good singer haha

ok enough of my blah blah blah.. i told Beth i would go to sleep after i woke my brother up n that was like 20 minutes ago so im gunna get my ass in bed ;x lol ok well thanx for reading my very boring entry u kick ass! :]

grrr

Wed, 07 May 2003 04:45:37 GMT

hmm its been a while since i last updated my live journal so i just figured i would make sence right?..

yeah so i HAD 60 dollars but since my parents always say bad shit about me i gave them 40 of it so i would still have enough to get something for someone but now my dad had to borrow the rest tonight and i really dont think they are going to pay me the 20 back.. i wouldnt want it back if i didnt really need it.. grr...

i put a test about me in my AIM profile and someone with a screen name i have never seen before got everything right!.. thats really weird and i wanna know who it iss lol.. but yea i just thought that was weird..

so now i really gotta get a job.. but im only going to work during the day till 4 so it wont effect my relationship and im not gunna work on weekends.. but yeah im probably going to be getting a job either at block buster or at winn dixie.. grr not the best jobs in the world but u need a place to start right?

my relationship with Beath is actually going really well.. i just wish that whenever we talked i wouldnt need to try so hard to think of something to talk about.. hmm and i also gotta do something about me always getting jealous ;x thats not fun..

well i guess im gunna go work on my website then my blurty

AnThOnY